Sunday, April 25, 2010
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this blog was created to have a safe place to let it all out. I lost my grandma whom raised me in, 2008 to a massive brain aneurism. It came with no warning or sign. I had just had my 3rd baby 3weeks before and never thought I could live without her. I still wake up every day and remind myself she is gone. We talked and saw each other every day. She was my best friend and got me, now just trying to pick up the pieces since she has been gone.
Losing Nanny
Losing Nanny is just random thought and reflection of the pain that goes along with losing someone close to you whom you see everyday. Also I was raised by my Grandparents and had a mother with addictions that consumed her for over 25 years and shortly after my Grandmother, her mother, passed away she has been set free from those chains and now I'm trying to process how a relationships works with someone with whom I never thought I would be close to. My entire family was almost hopeless at the possibilty of seeing someone who was in her shape function and love normally again. Has it been difficult, of course, somedays hard to deal with the pain of the past and what I no longer have with my Nanny. I am so thankful she is no longer taking care of my Grandfather who recalls 24 hr care and now to our amazement my Mom does this and lives with him, changing every diaper and giving ever shower. Never say that God can't work miracles. The word is alive. I'm living proof of it and so is so many others that I've seen set free.
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